Sunday, July 28, 2013

Why not me?

The day after Kamdyn was born and a somber faced pediatrician said, "I'm sorry, but we suspect your baby may have Down syndrome", I thought Why me?



Why not me?

2 weeks later, as my daughter lay on an exam table with the doctor standing over her, and said, "It looks like the test results are in, and they are positive for Trisomy 21.  She does have Down syndrome", I cried Why me?

Why not me?

When there was heart failure, when questions arose, when therapies started and appointments overwhelmed, when fears overcame................. Why me?

Why not me?

Until one day.............................




The joy of triumph overshadows any past struggle or delayed milestone..............................

And the love I feel is stronger than any fear............................

And with tears of gratefulness for this moment and prayers of thankfulness for this life that I have been given, I ask Why me?  that I get to be able to experience this?

Why me?  that I get to live each day with a ray of sunshine.

Why me?  that I get to experience joy personified.

Why not me?



This post is part of a writing prompt from Ellen Stumbo's blog.  Some good prompts over there.  Head over and check it out.

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